Appeals to Reason

Today I wrote a letter to a friend, one that lives nearby and who I see at least once a week. There has been a lot of drama between us and my other friends during the last few months and I'm sick of it. So I wrote this to tell him that I was tired of this and I want to know what is going through his head. I'm calling it a final appeal to reason, because I just don"t want to deal with it. He's my brother, and I want to trust him, I mean I'll give him the benefit of the doubt, even as he pushes me over the cliff. I've lost so many people to time, changes and distance, that what it comes down to is that I love him and I don"t want to loose him to. So I'm going to send him a letter somehow, to say what I can"t tell him in person, because it's time he knew at least part of this story.